Kestrel watched the dancing enviously. The memories she'd spent years hiding were surfacing again. Se didn't see Kade, Elegost and ASR, just her, laughing as she spun around the dance floor with one of her lovers. The memories would never let her forget.

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AS R laughed, breaking away. "That was good dancing. Infact, one of the best, apart from the dancing with Skandar." she sighed, sitting down, "Are you okay?" she said looking at Kestrel.

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Is what you've seen too much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing?
(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?

"Do I look okay?" she replied cpoldy. "Yo've ruined thousands of years of work in your spitefullness."

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"What? How am I spiteful when you spend weks telling me about my marriage. You're just as bad. Infact, you're worse." she said, before turning back to the others.

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I saw you look away
Is what you've seen too much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing?
(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?

"You honestly don't get it do you?" she sobbed. "Please, I got to get this of my chest. I realise I can't hide it any more."

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"What?"she whispered. "But, if its going to hurt me, I don't want to know." she warned.

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Is what you've seen too much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing?
(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?

"It'll hurt me a lot more. A helluva lot more. I may look young but I am old, older than you can think of/ And I wish it wasn't so. I've been cursed since I was born, to live this half life forever. When I was younger, I din't know. I thought I was normal, albeit the fact I could fly.And I feel in love. It wsa the happiest time of my life, then in what felt like only days, he'd died of old age. I was distraught, but after years I married agaon. And he died. Theyjust kept on dying leaving me alive to mourn over and over again. So I vowed that I would never love anyone, as so not to got through the torment again. I tried so hard toforget, erased every bit of my past, burned any poace I'd ever been, killed anyone who ever knew me. But the memories are back now. And I don't think I can take it any more."

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"Oh........well," AS R shifted awkardly, "Yeah........well, maybe you should stabilise yourself before you take my life uinder your wing aswell." she said, walking away.

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Is what you've seen too much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing?
(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?

Kestrel sighed. She'd never told anyone, she'd never wanted to. It felt better but memories were flashing through her head, her life being replayed before her eyes. "Who could be so cruel?" she whispered to herself, watching the raindrops patter on the window.

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5 minutes later, AS R walked back in, "Hey, its alright" she said hugging Kestrel. "I know you where just trying to help but it wasn't ideal."

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Is what you've seen too much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing?
(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?

*talks to her new and AWESOME banner*

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at one point, I was alejandrah.

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Eariel walked in. She was also curious as to who made the new banner. (I like it. Who's on it?)

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Avi and banner by ForeverFrodo. Words on banner by me.
Proud Frolass
Resident Elvengoth

Kestrel looked up. "I made it, and I think the guy on its TI" she said with a weak smile.

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((T.I., Atlanta based rapper, real name Clifford "Tip" Harris. he has a hit right now called "what you know?" here is the link to his site, http://www.trapmuzik.com/ "what you know?" is the second song on the player, the player can be hard to find, its in the top right corner))

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at one point, I was alejandrah.

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