"I'm not marrying him......." said ASR. "I just want to be with him."

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(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?

"You don't cos you don't even love him. You just want protection, an ascessory, all for you. If you love someone then you'll want to do whatever you can to make him happy. You just want him to hang on your arm, talk when you want to talk, only for you!" Kess shouted, losing it completley.

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Lizabeth started to cry, "mommy? you and daddy won't get divorceded will you?" she said between tears.

"no, no Liza, mommy and daddy love each other very much, we would never get a divorce." Shea said to the little girl.

"good." Lizabeth said crawling into her mother's lap.

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"No, quite the opposite, I LOVE HIM. You just need to get over yourself." shouted ASR, "You can't be happy for anyone else.".

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(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?

"I cannot be happy myself, let alone to anyone else. But I can tell you I do not lie, and you do not love him. Like you never loved Alex or Skandar." she said, reverting back to her cool voice when she remembered Liza was there. "Now leave me to do something you will never do." she replied staring at ASR with her large but sunken grey eyes, before picking up some poppies near the where she sat and striding pupously towards the back where her fountain stood.

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"Fine," she said, "I was hoping you'd be happy gfor me but still...." ASR said, crying...

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Is what you've seen too much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing?
(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?

Kestrel remained silent and swept away yesterdays poppies before laying down her new ones. She looked out inot the distace, just like everyday, then sighed and headed back. "Don't expect me to be at your wedding." she hissed as she passed ASR.

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"Fine, I'll give you an invite, then its up to you." said ASR, "but there won't be one soon."

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Is what you've seen too much to take, or are you blind and seeing nothing?
(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?

"Whatever, I won't be there, trust me. Or not in your case." she retorted.

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"Interesting." said ASR. "Well, if thatts how you feel."

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(I saw you run) I saw you run away
Is what I've done too much to take or are you scared of being nothing?

Isteleth's heart sank, why didn't she keep her big mouth shut, of course Isteleth knew that she had been wrong to pester, but somewhere at the back of her head, a tiny voice was telling her not to feel guilty, because she didn't know.
Yes but i was insensitive she thought angrily to herself.

She stood up just as ASR walked in, she walked over into the kitchen and got herself a glass of water, before watching ASR and Kess argue.
Once they were done, Isteleth walked over to Kess, she stood to one side and waited for Kess to finish what she was doing....

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Kestrel gave a last longing look into the distance and looked round at Isty. "Sorry I shouted, I know I promised to be less stressy to people. And I shouldn't have bought up Elise, you shouldn't have to listen to all my troubles. Gods, this has been a bad day, even by my standards."

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Isteleth smiled as she knelt down beside Kess, she took her hand and looked into her face.
"It's my own fault Kess, don't blame yourself, curiosity got the better of me and i wanted to know who your talking about" she sighed.
"I'm sorry for being stressy as well, lack of sleep, what can i say raising 3 kids" she said laughing slightly....
"And anyway i give you full permission to blow off any steam in my direction any time, i won't mind" she concluded with a soft smile

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"You? Stressy? You cope extremley well. My daughter and fiance died almost a century ago, and here I am still crying and waiting for them to come back. How stupid is that?"she said smiling back.

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*knocks at the door and slowly opens it*

Hi, I haven't been here for a while! How are you all? What has happened?

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Eariel came in with Erana. "Hello, Kestrel and Isty," she greeted them warmly. "Let's put the kettle on and have some tea. Or coffee." She headed for the kitchen.

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