I love tattooing too. It is a skill that takes time to master, so be patient and keep learning. I want to buy my first tattoo machine and I check all info about tattoing here
https://ctmtattoo.com/how-to-clean-a-rotary-pen-tattoo-machine/. There are all info about best machines and other tools for tattoo artists. When i need some inspiration and ideas for new tattooes I often check pinterest and stockphotos. I want to get proper training also and practice on fake skin first.