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PostPosted: November 8th, 2008, 5:18 pm 
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Fireflight wrote:
"Forever"

Sometimes I feel so cold
Like I'm waiting around all by myself
Loneliness gets so old
I'm in the lost and found sitting on the shelf
Been stuck for way too long
But I hear Your voice
You're who I'm counting on

Oh, tell me You're here
That You will watch over me forever
Oh, take hold of my heart
Show me You'll love me forever

I know that You can tell
When I start to let my hope fade away
I need to catch myself
Open my ears to hear You calling my name
Been fighting way too long
But I hear Your voice
You had me all along

When I'm starting to drown
You jump in to save me
When my world's upside down
Your hands, they shake me and wake me


listen here

even with all of this boy-related..stuff.., schoolwork, friends in psychiatric hospitals, and my family driving me crazy, sometimes i just listen to this over and over and over and over and..something inside me breaks down.

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Rain - Breaking Benjamin wrote:
Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here.

I don't have a past,
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around?

Safe to say from here,
You're getting closer now,
We are never sad, because we are not allowed to be.


Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.



This pretty much sums up my life. I can't wait to get out of here.

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<i>"Best of You"</i> - Foo Fighters

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love you'd die to heal
The hope that starts the broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...


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^Story of my life.

I think I want a tattoo that says "I needed somewhere to hang my head without your noose," just to remind myself more often that I don't HAVE to let people take advantage of me.

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"Reconstruction Site" - The Weakerthans

I'm lost. I'm afraid. A frayed rope tying down a leaky boat to the roof of a car on the road in the dark, and it's snowing. If I'm more, then it means less. Last call for happiness. I'm your dress near the back of your knees and your slip is showing. I'm afloat. A float in a summer parade, up the street in the town that you were born in. With a girl at the top wearing tulle, and a Miss Somewhere sash, waving like the queen. Beauty's just another word I'm never certain how to spell. Go tell the nurse to turn the TV back on, and throw away my misery. It never meant that much to me. It never sent a Get Well card. I broke like a bad joke somebody's uncle told at a wedding reception in 1972, where a little boy under a table with cake in his hair stared at the grown-up feet as they danced and swayed. And his father laughed and talked on the long ride home. And his mother laughed and talked on the long ride home. And he thought about how everyone dies someday, and when tomorrow gets here where will yesterday be. And fell asleep in his brand-new winter coat. Buy me a shiny new machine that runs on lies and gasoline, and all those batteries we stole from smoke-alarms, and disassembles my despair. It never took me anywhere. It never once bought me a drink.

This is really my favorite song. The lyrics are so perfect.
"Throw away my misery. It never meant that much to me. It never sent a Get Well card" and "Buy me a shiny new machine that runs on lies and gasoline, and all those batteries we stole from smoke-alarms, and disassembles my despair. It never took me anywhere. It never once bought me a drink" are just... *Cue speechlessness*


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Red wrote:
"Fight Inside" by Red

Enemy, familiar friend
my beginning and my end.
Knowing truth, whispering lies
and it hurts again.
What I fear, what I try,
words I say and what I hide.
All the pain, I want it to end
but I want it again.

And it finds me
the fight inside is coursing through my veins
and it's raging
the fight inside is breaking me again.

Still the same pursuing pain
isn't worth the lie I've gained
We both know how this will end
but I do it again

And it finds me
the fight inside is coursing through my veins
and it's raging
the fight inside is hurting me again.

And it finds me,
the war within me pulls me under.
And without You,
the fight inside is breaking me again.

It's nothing (it's everything)
It's nothing (it's everything)
It's nothing (it's everything)
It's nothing
It's everything!

And it finds me,
the fight inside is coursing through my veins
and it's raging
the fight inside is hurting me again.
And it finds me
the war within me pulls me under
and without You
the fight inside is breaking me again...
it's breaking me!

It's breaking me!
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart...


That pretty much describes how I've been for months now. Fighting inside myself, wondering what I want more: to fight and banish the pain, or to embrace it with open arms. Old habits die hard, and ghosts seem impossible to put to rest. I have a reputation for being masochistic, physically and emotionally... the longer I struggle, the more those tendencies start to resurface.

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Break a Leg - The Spill Canvas wrote:
Where did you come from, where have you been?
I don't know that much about you,
but I don't think that I would like to anymore

The curtains rising just like the ante
Here we go now, break a leg
No, I literally mean it this time around
I'm sick of you leading me on
I'm sick of you stringing me along, on

I do hereby swear
a bounty on your heart
I hereby swear...

Every poison kiss that you blew
I deflected with an icy cold stare that I learned from you
What's a girl to do?



I wish I could just send this song to the jerk.

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I'm in a sad & depressed mood as you can tell. =(

You'll be in my heart by Phil Collens

Come stop your cryin'
and we'll be alright
Just take my hand, hold it tight.
I will protect from all around you,
I will be here dont you cry.
For one so small, you seem so strong.
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm,
This bond between us cant be broken,
I will be here dont you cry

CHORUS:
'Cos you'll be in my heart,
yes you'll be in my heart,
From this day on now and forever more.

You'll be in my heart,
No matter what they say,
You'll be here in my heart,
Always.

Why can't they understand the way we feel,
They just don't trust what they cant explain.
How know your different
Deep inside us, where not that different at all.

CHORUS:
And you'll be in my heart,
yes you'll be in my heart,
From this day on now and forever more.

Don't listen to them, 'cos what do they know.(what do they know)
We need each other, to have to hold.
They'll see in time, I know.

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
(you godda be strong)
I may not be with you, but you got to hold on.
They'll see in time, I know.

That your there together 'cos

You'll be in my heart,
Believe me,
You'll be in my heart.
I'll be there from this day on,
now and forever more.
Ooh you'll be in my heart
(you'll be here in my heart)
No matter what they say
(I'll be with you)
You'll be here in my heart
(I'll be there)
Always

Always
I'll be with you,
I'll be there for you always
Always and always.
Just look over your shoulder x3
I'll be there always.

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PostPosted: November 15th, 2008, 5:53 pm 
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RENT "Finale wrote:
MARK
There is no future
There is no past

ROGER
Thank God this
Moment's not the last

MIMI & ROGER
There's only us
There's only this
Forget regret or
Life is yours to miss

ALL
No other road no other way
No day but today

WOMEN
I can't control
My destiny
I trust my soul
My only goal

MEN
Will I lose my dignity
Will someone care
Will I wake tomorrow
From this nightmare

WOMEN
Is just to be
Without
You
The hand gropes
The ear hears
The pulse beats
Life goes on
But I'm gone

MEN
There's only now
There's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way

WOMEN
'Cause I die
Without you
I die without you
I die without you
I die without you
I die without you
I die without you

MEN
No day but today
No day but today
No day but today
No day but today
No day but today
No day but today

ALL
NO DAY BUT TODAY!!

combines my two favorite songs from this film (musical) and the harmonizing gives me chills. it's a good reminder sometimes to not focus so much on stuff that's already happened or has yet to happen...

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Today is a Really depressing day,

Nickleback - "If everyone Cared"
Quote:
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing Amen

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)

[Chorus x2]

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...

[Chorus]

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

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I'm in a really sour mood right now, so I feel more like listening to something angry right now.

Be Free - Papa Roach wrote:
I wanna be free from this ball and chain and
Be free from this life of pain and
Be free from this ball and chain
I wanna be free from you

Now I'm full of anger and shame
I can't point a finger cause there's no one to blame
So I say I'll never do it again
But when the sun goes down, you are my only friend
I'm thinking I am starting to see
I have become everything I never wanted to be
I'm really getting sick of myself
Cause when I look into the mirror, I see somebody else

Sick and tired of being sick and tired
So sick and tired of being sick and tired

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I feel happy, and this song makes me especially happy! Cause what girl doesn't want a happily ever after?

Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood

Quote:

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secretest heart, it's our favorite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Start a new fashion wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through

To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after
Everever ever after

(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)

Oh, for ever ever after


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I've been on a Leonard Cohen kick lately. =3

Leonard wrote:
Suzanne

Suzanne takes you down to her place near the river
You can hear the boats go by
You can spend the night beside her
And you know that she's half crazy
But that's why you want to be there
And she feeds you tea and oranges
That come all the way from China
And just when you mean to tell her
That you have no love to give her
Then she gets you on her wavelength
And she lets the river answer
That you've always been her lover
And you want to travel with her
And you want to travel blind
And you know that she will trust you
For you've touched her perfect body with your mind.

And Jesus was a sailor
When he walked upon the water
And he spent a long time watching
From his lonely wooden tower
And when he knew for certain
Only drowning men could see him
He said "All men will be sailors then
Until the sea shall free them"
But he himself was broken
Long before the sky would open
Forsaken, almost human
He sank beneath your wisdom like a stone
And you want to travel with him
And you want to travel blind
And you think maybe you'll trust him
For he's touched your perfect body with his mind.

Now Suzanne takes your hand
And she leads you to the river
She is wearing rags and feathers
From Salvation Army counters
And the sun pours down like honey
On our lady of the harbour
And she shows you where to look
Among the garbage and the flowers
There are heroes in the seaweed
There are children in the morning
They are leaning out for love
And they will lean that way forever
While Suzanne holds the mirror
And you want to travel with her
And you want to travel blind
And you know that you can trust her
For she's touched your perfect body with her mind.

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I'll be there for you- "Friends" theme songSo no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your lovelife's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year

But I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you (Cause you're there for me too)

You're still in bed at ten, and work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast, so far, things are goin' great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees

That I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you (Cause you're there for me too)

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows, what it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year

I'll be there for you (when the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you (like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you (Cause you're there for me too)
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you (Cause you're there for me too)

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"Moving On" - Joe Purdy

No more paintings, no more sunshine
No more lazy days, no more next time
No more fighting, no more love
It'll all be long gone, when you wake up
And I best be movin' on

No more single beds, no more sleepyhead
No more bloody nose, no more twinkle toes
No more blue skies, no more lying eyes
No more bug bites, no more crazy nights
And I best be movin' on

Well I can't tell, I lost my way
But I know that I can't stay

So no more children, running through the fields
No more heartaches, left to be revealed
I'm growing kind of weary, of all this running around
It's time for a little change, I'll put my feet on the ground
And I best be movin' on
And I best be movin' on

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I really don't feel like explaining this one. =/

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Trading Yesterday wrote:
"Shattered"

Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into Your sunlight.
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
And losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
But the silence of this sound is soon to follow

Somehow sundown

And finding answers
Is forgetting all of the questions we call home
Passing the graves of the unknown

As reason clouds my eyes with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
A reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
With love gone for so long

And this day's ending
Is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all I hold

And I've lost who I am,
and I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken,
rejecting your love.
Love without,
Love gone wrong; lifeless words carry on
But I know, all I know's that the end's beginning.
Who I am from the start,
take me home to my heart.

Let me go and I will run
I will not be silent.
All this time spent in vain
wasted years, wasted gain
All is lost but hope remains
And this war's not over
There's a light, there's a sun
taking all these shattered ones
To the place we belong
And His love will conquer all. . .

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into Your sunlight. . .


This song is sung in the broken state somewhere between letting go and holding on. It's so gentle, and so piercing at the same time. It talks about going on, holding onto beauty and hope, even though all that's behind you is darkness and it seems like everything in front of you is darker still. Even with a heart that's shattered into a thousand pieces from the dreams that have turned out as nothing but emptiness, we can look to the sky and scream aloud our belief in hope and in love and in something better than this.

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Hero- Enrique Inglesieus

Let me be your hero
Would you dance,
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear,
That youll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just wanna to hold you.
I just wanna to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

I'm very sad.

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