Premonition
Weary from a traveled day,
The sun is sinking low.
Heavy burdens fall away,
As travelers stop and go.
But no rest will grace my feet,
my spirit bound by fate.
My very soul I'm called to beat,
to sustain my state.
What a sad and worthless life,
When one is so alone.
Going for your battle knife,
And turning on your own.
But no choice have I today,
life or death is still.
The only words that I can say,
"I'm sorry." as I kill.
My family and friends will be,
beneath my shining blade.
Just so I can be set free,
From the life I made.
Thoughts of sorrow and regret,
Though touching to my soul.
I'm to far gone to effect that,
I've dug my final whole.
Waking now from death and dark,
Shadows looming near.
Sweat pouring made a mark,
Or was it my own tear?
Realizing what I am,
And what I may become.
Makes me scared enought to stand,
To stand, when I should run.
Dread and feer pierce my soul,
At what I now can see.
Please somone make me whole!
Set my spirit free!
Come and take my life away,
To save the ones I love.
Take this life I give away,
From below to up above.
Father save me I ry to you,
Take my evil way.
This is the only thing to do,
I fall to knees and pray.
"Father forgive me,
Come into my life.
Father be with me,
Take a way my knife."
"Please save me,
and the ones I love.
Please free me,
To heaven up above."
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