Adastrea nodded slightly, but was quiet for a moment.

"I came with Melkor...I was young and he told me lies that I believed, saying how this land was so much better than Valinor. So I left and I came with him, as soon as I got here and the ship left he turned on me. I am the daughter of Iluvatar's favorite Valar...he thought that he could use that to his advantage."

Melachor nodded.

"Well... betraying is a thing that we all face, but should we survive then the conflict strenghten us and perhaps defeats the traitor... they die and we grow stronger as I like to say... a little harsh, but true eventually..."

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Let him curse my name
On these blood stained pages of misery
Let him call me a tyrant so cruel
Let him curse my name, but remember the truth!

She nodded slightly in agreement and sighed slightly, "You are talking to the onewho has survived their torture for two years...and like I said before, this is not my first time in Mordor. I was here for longer before, but I escaped after I gained some of their trust when I became a servant."

Melachor smiled.

"To repay for something you had done? to repay your sins and acts? Admirable, but in vain are such attempts.... but that is your way and one day you`ll realise that serving a someone makes you nothing, but an empty shell really... "

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Let him curse my name
On these blood stained pages of misery
Let him call me a tyrant so cruel
Let him curse my name, but remember the truth!

She looked back at him, "I served them so i could get out of my cell, out of the chains they bound me with. So I could walk to land and find a way out, which I did. Do you think I served them out of the goodness of my heart?"

(Sorry, in the last post I meant Leofwyn)

"Well, I live away North West, um... Do you have a map?" asked Leofwyn. Deawen indicated a book. Leofwyn turned to the right map and showed Deawen. "Where the Limlight meets the Anduin. It is sunny and grassy, green in the summer, snowy in the winter. My father is a farmer, and my mother weaves and tans hides. I'm sorry." she stopped. "I shouldn't ramble."

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Reasons I love England #217:
I saw "whilst" on a traffic sign

Melachor smiled.

"No, but any hypocrite would have...anyway... tell me what is your overall look over Deawen.... I`m just asking out of curiosity... for me... she is impatient and quick to act without thinking of her acts... she lives making her decisions with feelings and that is like living on the edge of a blade... for what I know that is mankinds greatest failure and I am quite disappointed that she hasn`t crossed from that path... what do you say?"

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Let him curse my name
On these blood stained pages of misery
Let him call me a tyrant so cruel
Let him curse my name, but remember the truth!

Adastrea looked back at him slightly, "Half what you told me about her gave me good enough reason to avoid her. I really have no idea what I think about her."

"Well you should meet her then... but tell me what will you do if you get out of Mordor and the dark lord is defeated?"

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Let him curse my name
On these blood stained pages of misery
Let him call me a tyrant so cruel
Let him curse my name, but remember the truth!

"I would like to return home." She said quietly. "Back to a place where I am not alone and others do not shun me. Back to where my mother and father are." She sighed slightly, "Now that you know my secret, who else are you going to tell?"

(i'm still sculking!)

Deawen smiled "no thats okay it's fine i have never been outside in the world atleast not in a very long time..'Deawen sighed remembering her home.

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Lips, ripe as the berries in June
Red the rose, red the rose
Skin, pale as the light of the moon
Gently as she goes

as always a hero comes home

Estel had nothing to do in this desolate land. She was going to go crazy. How long would she have to be there?
<i>Long enough to find out the right information....</i>
Inside of Estel, a battle was going on. She had served the good side all her life... but this place... it made her think of her life before she was rescued. She had liked the hard, dark life. And now she struggled against it.
<i>No! I cannot betray them..</i>
She closed her eyes and shook her head to get the thoughts out, and quickly continued her walk. She paced beneath the balcony on which Adastrea and Melachor stood.

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<p><i>The only thing we have to fear is fear itself</i>
<p>
Come armed
or prepare to die
there is no other
end to this road.
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<img src=http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v503/memoriesofold/personalized/morwenvanwaestel.jpg>

"No one... because I don`t reveal information to others unless I want to or see it worthless to me, but I keep the most valuable information only to myself..."

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Let him curse my name
On these blood stained pages of misery
Let him call me a tyrant so cruel
Let him curse my name, but remember the truth!

Deawen's spots went away after awhile she continued to talk to her hand maidens she found it was fun to talk to someone who didn't critize her or thought her infreour.

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Lips, ripe as the berries in June
Red the rose, red the rose
Skin, pale as the light of the moon
Gently as she goes

as always a hero comes home

Adastrea nodded, relaxingjust a little. She looked out over Mordor with a sigh. She felt empty inside and alone. "If you are not a Valar...what about a Maiar?"

"I do not know without anyone to tell me that... and maiar are bound to peoples of middle earth such as Saruman... or they were at least... but if I am a maiar then who are the one`s that I am bound to? The dwarwes? elves or men?"

Melachor smiled.

"That is probably something I`ll never get the answer to, if I am a maiar..."

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Let him curse my name
On these blood stained pages of misery
Let him call me a tyrant so cruel
Let him curse my name, but remember the truth!