I never thought
I'd feel this
Guilty and I'm
Broken down inside
Living with myself
Nothing but lies

I always thought
I'd make it
But never knew I'd
Let it get so bad
Living with myself
Is all I have

I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like
I'm frozen in time

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Still happily married to Sean Bean! (05-Feb-2010)

Some people say that rappers don't have feelings
We have feelings
Some people say that we are not rappers
We are rappers
It hurts our feelings when you say we are not rappers
Some people say that rappers are invincible
We're vincible

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- married fingon fingolfinion 6/4/13 -
~art credit~

Clock is ticking while I'm killing time
Spinning all around
Nothing else that you can do
To turn it back

Wicked partnership
In this crime
Ripping off the best
Condescending smile

Trying to Forget
(Wasting my time)
We're falling right through
Lying to forget
(Telling more lies)
We're raising our truth

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Still happily married to Sean Bean! (05-Feb-2010)

The wind flew the raven banner with pride
Eagles were soaring aloft
Filled with hope and excitement side by side
Five hundred and one cast off

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And as he looked into her eyes
Within the auburn of her hair
The trembling starlight of the skies
He saw there mirrored bright and fair

♥In a poly relationship with Kili and Tauriel♥

250 million, involved in organized crime
It's growing like a tumour, we need to find the cure in time
It's coming from the east and trying to control the west
It's crawling across the border right up to the leader's nest

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And I see that it makes me anti everything
And I see that it makes me want to shed my skin, shed my skin

Revelation leading to my psychosis and inspiration
Digest another hallucination, psychosis by recreation
Happy till the next deterioration, psychosis

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Still happily married to Sean Bean! (05-Feb-2010)

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the edge of the earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first...

Zomg, Jared Leto is so amazing. <3

When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
But you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

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Still happily married to Sean Bean! (05-Feb-2010)

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Illuminate the way to my heart,
It's twisting on a thread
+ COME RAISE THE DEAD +

Now I'm speechless,
Over the edge and just breathless.
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again

Hopeless,
Head over heels in the moment,
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

I kissed her for the first time yesterday,
Every thing I wish that it would be
And suddenly I forgot how to speak.
Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?

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I lie here paralytic
Inside this soul
Screaming for you till my throat is numb
I wanna break out I need a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I'm suffocating

Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I've died

Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Rebirthing now
I Wanna live my life wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow

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Still happily married to Sean Bean! (05-Feb-2010)

His shields were shining as the moon
His lances keen of steel were hewn
Of silver grey his crown was wrought
The starlight in his banners caught

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And as he looked into her eyes
Within the auburn of her hair
The trembling starlight of the skies
He saw there mirrored bright and fair

♥In a poly relationship with Kili and Tauriel♥

This desert road's forever winding
It saps your strength - it has no exit
The drying wind
The burning sun
I'm tossing the burnt out engine aside

The dizziness is taking over
Perhaps this snakebite's full of poison
Exhaustion's winning
I've no control
It's bringing me down

My fever's getting high
The God of Death is dancing
all around and around me
The sun and moon change places
it's a regular rat race, yeah
A welcoming oasis on the distant horizon
Mirage or genuine?
I'm feeling dizzy
I'm mesmerized

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Still happily married to Sean Bean! (05-Feb-2010)

Lay down your head and I'll sing you a lullaby
Back to the years of loo-li la lay

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I was cured all right.

We are young
We have heart
Born in this world as it all falls apart

We are strong
We don't belong
Born in the world as it all falls apart

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(}--{)Imagination Inspires Ideas -Zandain(}--{)
Married Cloud Strife 9/17/08

I'll show up to the party as Edward Cullen
(Show up to the party as Edward Cullen)
The guys will be jealous but the girls will love it
Oh whoa whoa
Running so fast that its never a race
Spreading lots of glitter all over my face
I'll show up to the party as Edward Cullen
Oh whoa whoa

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i'm back for a little! i'll see how this visit goes.