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Post subject: Posted: October 31st, 2006, 8:43 pm |
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Trust me, I feel exactly the same way.  I used to be more concerned about what people thought about me too, but as corny as it sounds, the best thing is to just be yourself, and find the people that are like you. 
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Post subject: Posted: November 1st, 2006, 5:10 am |
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Joined: 03 November 2005 Posts: 9566 Location: Austria
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Arwen the webmaster wrote: I think I should join  I'm not constantly depressed, but I can get depressed very, very easily. Like now. Every time I'm in a huge crowd of people and it seems like they all have their own groups and friends, I get depressed. Not that I don't know anyone myself, but I never feel comfortable going up to people I know who are sitting in a group, and forcing my presence on them (come on, if you say "Mind if I sit down?" who's actually going to say "Yes, I do mind" even if they really don't want you there?). And then I ended up asking the-guy-I-used-to-really-like-but-who-is-now-a-jerk if he hated himself (it was, in a way, a joke, because he had finished class work faster than everyone else, and people were complaining about it, and he cracked that he hated people who finished that fast...hence my snarky comment), and at first I was kind of proud that actually said it instead of <i>thinking</i> of saying it...but now I'm just depressed that he's turned into a jerk and is in a relationship with some annoying girl from his dorm. Yeah. *vaguely depressed*
Welcome, Arwen! Good you joined!
Wow, I feel as if you all read my mind! I can't help it, I always feel like the outsider and can't do anything against this feeling... It might not even be so! People always think I'm funny and great to talk to, but in reality I just try to make jokes so people might recognize I'm there and I'm not nothing... quite confusing... There are no reall cliques in my class, well, everyone has their best friends and always is together with them, but still sometimes I feel like the odd one out...
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Post subject: Posted: November 1st, 2006, 8:44 pm |
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Joined: 03 August 2006 Posts: 1957 Location: USA. wooooo. =]
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Hey guys... I'm more depressed than ever. It turns out my TKD instructor that I REAYLL like was teahcing at another Tae Kwon Do area. I dunno if he'll still be teaching mine... I can hope... 
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Post subject: Posted: November 2nd, 2006, 4:05 am |
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Joined: 09 July 2005 Posts: 9460 Location: in the temple of love
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-freaks out-
This is crazy. Me & the whole lovely family of mine wanted to go and visit Eru/Child of Odinn to Salzburg (lol, returning visit). Had all the plans, hostel booked, got euros ... and then I got notified we aren't going cause it snows there. *.* This is rather a rant but I seem too stupid to find the Rant thread...
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Got notified it doesn't snow at all. Fancy.

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Post subject: Posted: November 2nd, 2006, 10:11 am |
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Joined: 30 December 2005 Posts: 2901
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Oh, I'm sorry, Antigone!!  That's so disappointing.
(By the way, I love your avvy.  )
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Post subject: Posted: November 2nd, 2006, 11:22 am |
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Joined: 09 July 2005 Posts: 9460 Location: in the temple of love
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 I know, it sucks. Would've ripped my throat out, but that offers no use.
My icons rocks methinks. xD Specially the moto... 
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Post subject: Posted: November 4th, 2006, 1:37 pm |
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Joined: 03 November 2005 Posts: 9566 Location: Austria
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I'm so sorry, Antigone and drewkid! You both get a hug from me!
I really hope you both feel better soon!
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Post subject: Posted: November 4th, 2006, 1:42 pm |
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I have not posted here ever! grr..hate myself.
But anyways..I am not sad at all: nope... 
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Post subject: Posted: November 4th, 2006, 1:46 pm |
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Joined: 03 November 2005 Posts: 9566 Location: Austria
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Doesn't matter at all, at least you post now!
Well, I'm really happy for you, that's really great! You're lucky that you're not sad at all! Couldn't say that for me...
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Post subject: Posted: November 4th, 2006, 2:01 pm |
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awww! why whats wrong? 
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Post subject: Posted: November 4th, 2006, 2:07 pm |
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Joined: 03 November 2005 Posts: 9566 Location: Austria
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Hmm... VERY long story... I'm not sure if I should write it now...
My bf broke up with me a few weeks ago, my uncle doesn't want to speak with the rest of the family anymore, so I won't see my three cousins anymore, and my mom has cancer and goes in hospital tomorrow... and one of my best friends is in hospital because he was in coma for nearly one month and now isn't at school and I miss him...
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Post subject: Posted: November 4th, 2006, 2:12 pm |
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Joined: 19 March 2006 Posts: 3059
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I am so depressed today I need to talk so I am posting in every forum today.
Owww forget what I said. Sorry for what happened to you. I hope your mom gets better and your family reunites and your friend gets out of the coma. *sad because of Erana's situation*
Only thing is for you I guess to pray but unfortunately i cannot do that but let you know that I am really so sad.
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Post subject: Posted: November 4th, 2006, 2:19 pm |
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Joined: 03 November 2005 Posts: 9566 Location: Austria
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I thank you, Faramir! I believe it will get better soon, just because it can't get much more worse!
Why are you so depressed today? 
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Post subject: Posted: November 4th, 2006, 2:24 pm |
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Joined: 19 March 2006 Posts: 3059
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My dad and I have discussed today. It was really bad and outrageous. He yelled me like 10 times. And I got 25 from an exam and in addition this, the book which I am reading depressed me because the christian people cut off the muslum people in a war and Muslums did too. It is a book kinda about the siege of Malta if you know the story about Turks have sieged Malta in the history. Kinda very much depressed. Can't type more sorry
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Post subject: Posted: November 4th, 2006, 2:28 pm |
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Joined: 03 November 2005 Posts: 9566 Location: Austria
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Awww, I'm so sorry, Faramir! I hope that you feel better soon as well, maybe you just get another book, a humerous one, that always cheers me up! If I'm too depressed to read a sad book or a historic book of which I know that it has no happy ending, I get another one... Well, I don't know if I'm a great help for you... 
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Post subject: Posted: November 4th, 2006, 2:29 pm |
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Thats sounds horrible Erana, and Faramir..  I shall keep both of you in my prayers.
Sometimes Im sad for dumb reasons..like I was the other day, because, my stupid dumb older sister is such a lazy slob..and she never helps me and my little sis keep our bathroom clean upstairs..and..she ..yeah..just my Mum never gets mad at her or anything for being a slob, while I keep my room clean and all and everything and she never does. I get upset for dumb reasons I know.
and darn..I just rambled on AGAIN!
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