Can I join please??

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Of course you can! I'll add you!

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Wlecome, Firiel.

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Heh. I actually changed my sig. Wow.

"I'll tell you truly: I value my thought and work terribly, but in essence - think about it - this whole world of ours is just a bit of mildew that grew over a tiny planet. And we think we can have something great - thoughts, deeds! They're all grains of sand." - Levin

could i joinses?

*never saw this club until now, even though it was made in october*

I'd like to join...

I'm not particularily depressed at the moment (I'm on the computer, how can I be depressed? ).

But the past couple of days have been kind of weird. I've been having those "life is pointless" phases. You know, when nothing's terrible, but nothing's good either. And it's just like...."what am I doing, I don't get it". Yeah, and my friends seem really distant. They're my "friends" but I'm not that close to them...It's pretty much my own fault, cause I'm a solitary kind of person, but sometimes I just really want that friendship that some of my friends have with each other. I don't really want encouragement here or anything, I'd just like to know if you guys have felt like this.

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all the time...my friends are distant, dont tell me anything, seem to hate me, glare at me in the hallways... and i miss all the olden goldies from the A-U tag...

Of course you two can join! Welcome!

Yep, I feel so too, sometimes... Well, one of my friends is member here on AU so I won't say too much about it, but... actually my really best friends are here in the internet, I can tell them everything... different at school... sometimes I tell my friends about be and some of my problems, but never would think of speaking with them about major problems I have.

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you didn't add me to the members list...

i am depress-ed

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Yup, I'll add you, drewkid. Welcome!

^^ I'm so sorry!!!! I completely forgot to add you all! Sorry! You're added to the list now! Welcome!

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My boss at work is using me. She does not want to fill in the vacant spots, so I had to. Now I am falling behind in my school-work. And at the moment, just coming home, I am too tired to try to catch up. *sigh* just really feeling degraded right now.


I think I need a hug

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Awwww I'll hug you!!!
That's not nice of your boss! She really shouldn't do that! Can you talk to anyone who could help you?

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(thanks for hug ) Ah, no. Ya see, if I have to talk to some one in more authority, I have to talk to her first so she can talk to the owner of the place and it just goes on and on. Plus, *gulp* she is my grandma. Now when you think "Grandma" you think fresh baked cookies, right? Well, when I think of my grandmother, business suits and meetings and orders come to mind. She never visits us anyway. She is a woman of "now" and I rarely see her outside of the work ground.

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I am going through the whole distant friend thing. But i've never really had a best friend. Maybe like one year in middle school but i can't keep friendships it seems like. So i know how you feel. yeah, that's my life in a nutshell.

EDIT: oh yeah, i've gained five pounds... not cool....

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poor Amony *huggles*

i hate school... -_- it whould go die in a hole in Pensylvania

You've managed to summarize exactly the way I feel. Cheers.
Seriously though, I prefer to be alone too, I'm completely not a people person but I do need that one person I can talk to about everything. My best friend was like my life because we could talk about everything together - like, politics. We were eleven and we were discussing how stupid the government was. What are the chances of finding someone like that again?
She moved away and even though we email each other its not the same as having someone there for you to talk to. I've been thinking a lot about the meaning of life (42, I know) and just what's the point? When I don't have that one person I can trust completely who understands my thoughts my mind just kinda goes into overdrive because I can't let any of it out.

I've been really depressed and screwed up lately and I don't know why because my life didn't suck that much in the first place and it's getting a bit better.

So, yes, that was my rant.

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Heh. I actually changed my sig. Wow.

"I'll tell you truly: I value my thought and work terribly, but in essence - think about it - this whole world of ours is just a bit of mildew that grew over a tiny planet. And we think we can have something great - thoughts, deeds! They're all grains of sand." - Levin