I wrote this in like 2 mins......jsut some random feelings i had to get out.......So anyway, it's not the greatest. Just let me know wut u think anyways!!
Confused
I look at you,
and our eyes meet.
And I smile.
I can’t help it.
And to my joy,
you smile back.
My heart begins to rush;
My head, to spin.
Every time I talk to you;
Every time I smile at you;
Every time I even
look at you,
I feel like I’ve gone through a storm;
Like everything is a blur…
And once we’re separated;
Once we’re apart,
Suddenly, everything is clear,
again.
I can think straight, again.
But as soon as I see
you, again,
It just happens all over.
Heart beating,
Head rushing;
Everything is a blur.
How it is
that you do this to me,
I don’t know.
How do you do this,
to
me?
My friend,
I can see.
My cousin,
I can understand.
But
me?
I lose my mind
over
No one.
No one,
that is,
Until
I met
you.
I feel like
I’m drowning.
I want to spend
Every moment,
of everyday,
With you.
But as soon
As you
Come near,
I run away.
My heart is rushing,
My head is spinning;
I don’t understand.
How?
Why?
How do you do this?
Why, do you do it, to
me?
Do you mean to?
Are you secretly laughing?
Secretly thinking how stupid
I am, to actually believe,
that you might like
me?
Or are you genuine?
Are you being true?
Do you have any idea
Who I am?
I know you know me;
I’ve talked to you before.
But do you
know me?
I want you to know me.
And yet,
I don’t.
Life is so confusing;
It makes no sense.
My heart is rushing,
My head is spinning;
And I am so confused.
Does all love feel this way?
I think this is love…
Is this love?
Or is this me,
Being stupid?
Is this me,
thinking that you
Might actually be the one?
It makes no sense.
I try to forget;
Try to say that
I’m not in love.
But who am I kidding?
Not me.
No, I’m not kidding
my heart.
My heart knows;
It knows what I really
Feel.
Love.
Is it love?
I don’t know.
I don’t know what to think,
anymore.
My heart is rushing,
My head is spinning;
And I am so
Confused.