I wrote this in like 2 mins......jsut some random feelings i had to get out.......So anyway, it's not the greatest. Just let me know wut u think anyways!! 
 
   Confused
 
Confused
I look at you,
and our eyes meet.
And I smile.
I can’t help it. 
And to my joy,
you smile back.
My heart begins to rush;
My head, to spin.
Every time I talk to you;
Every time I smile at you;
Every time I even 
look at you,
I feel like I’ve gone through a storm;
Like everything is a blur…
And once we’re separated; 
Once we’re apart, 
Suddenly, everything is clear, 
again. 
I can think straight, again.
But as soon as I see
you, again,
It just happens all over.
Heart beating,
Head rushing;
Everything is a blur.
How it is
that you do this to me,
I don’t know.
How do you do this, 
to 
me?
My friend,
I can see.
My cousin,
I can understand.
But 
me?
I lose my mind
over
No one.  
No one,
that is,
Until 
I met 
you. 
I feel like 
I’m drowning.
I want to spend
Every moment,
of everyday, 
With you. 
But as soon 
As you 
Come near,
I run away.
My heart is rushing,
My head is spinning;
I don’t understand.
How?
Why?
How do you do this?
Why, do you do it, to 
me?
Do you mean to?
Are you secretly laughing?
Secretly thinking how stupid
I am, to actually believe, 
that you might like 
me?
Or are you genuine?
Are you being true?
Do you have any idea
Who I am?
I know you know me;
I’ve talked to you before.
But do you 
know me?
I want you to know me. 
And yet,
I don’t. 
Life is so confusing;
It makes no sense.
My heart is rushing,
My head is spinning;
And I am so confused. 
Does all love feel this way?
I think this is love…
Is this love?
Or is this me,
Being stupid?
Is this me,
thinking that you 
Might actually be the one?
It makes no sense. 
I try to forget;
Try to say that 
I’m not in love.
But who am I kidding?
Not me.
No, I’m not kidding 
my heart.
My heart knows;
It knows what I really
Feel.
Love.
Is it love?
I don’t know.
I don’t know what to think,
anymore.
My heart is rushing,
My head is spinning;
And I am so
Confused.